I’ve not been able to talk about this properly before because it was too painful, but I’m not able to deal with it anymore. One of my best friends passed away last week, and as if that wasn’t hard enough, I’ve got people telling me things like “Stop crying and start praying”, and one of my ex classmates from college (who also knew my friend) said “God has a plan for everyone and this was his plan for her”. Like, no, FUCK YOU. She was only 20, she was going to move into an apartment with her fiance that week, she was going to get married in November, she had planned out a trip with me and another friend of ours…and she’s dead. If that was god’s plan, then FUCK GOD. Nothing makes me angrier than these pathetic chrisitans telling me this crap.